onetwothreefour!

going to kl tomorrow :D

some pre-departure briefing.

i feel weird about uni. my emotions seem to be going through alternating phases of excited-ness and pure indifference.

i dread the feeling of homesickness which i know will enrapture me for a few months before i settle in.

sucks.

but no matter what, ill get through it

the good, the bad, one way or another.

and it'll be a heck of an experience.

okay done with the emo-ing ...and trying to cheer myself up =.="

apart from the briefing, a lotta things have to be done in a short period of time while im in kl. pretty looking forward to the 2 day trip with my mom! no idea why.  all logic points to the fact that theres gonna be alot of rushing and chaotism but i dont seem to mind. (maybe ild take that back when i finally collapse due to sheer exhaustion but we'll see)

:D 

my dad told me about people who are really phobic about giant flowers. they think the flowers are going to... eat them. um cool, never thought of them that way :P

since im really phobic about a certain animal, i guess i can empathise. it doesnt matter how irrational others feel you are reacting to  something THEY think is common or normal or acceptable or non-threatening or okay u get it, its just..you cant help it.

AND NO! deliberately exposing people to their phobias is NOT, i repeat NOT(!!!) a way of helping them get over their fears okay??!! you're not doing anyone a favour (maybe yourself if you're a sadist and all the psychiatrists in the region) but definately not your 'friend' you traumatised. i dont care if theres scientifical evidence or what not. who ever came up with that should get scared the shiz out when s/he is not expecting it for the next 35 years!

lalalalalala

i should try and get some sleep. my sleeping patterns are way off the mark. again.